*Sighs*
My life is crumbling right before my eyes
I'm waiting for the day my heart finally stops and dies.
I don't want your pity, I don't want your hate
I've had enough, I just want it all to fade.
Some people hate me, but honestly, so do I
It only takes a word or a thought for me to break and cry.
Frightened and paranoid, I feel like I'm going blind
Because despite it all, I'll fly and never look behind.
I'd been warned; I shouldn't really complain
Though all of this regret will soon drive me insane.
Keep feeding my dark, impulsive, malicious thoughts
Killing off the happiness I once had sought.
Now here I am, alone and blackened
Hurting myself over what might have happened.
Maybe someday all of this will go
And I'll be able to endlessly rest, deep down below.